over and over ive tried

over and over ive tried to be me actually let me rephrase this I AM ME and ive tried to save one out of many friendships ive never really mastered at having but this one seems to be worse than any others and my best friend now hates me *assuming* cause she wont talk to me. and maybe ive lied to her and hurt her because i never unsterstood the concept until she sat down and told me i really just dont know what to do anymore except pretend that i dont exsist for two weeks and not do anything towards her my brother told me to go two weeks without talking to aubrey or to anyone basically pretending like we never met and shes a stranger towards me which is whats she making me feel like im a stranger to her but im stopping wednesdays nights going to church cause i have swim practice and maybe even sundays cause i have nothing to look forward to