IM BEING HONEST TO MYSELF(AND TO HER)

let me introduce the person in the coolest in the whole world other than god he is tad bit more cooler and way more powerful than any1 ive ever known AND ALTHOUGH SOMETIMES I CHOOSE NOT TO LISTEN TO HER AND GET IN TROUBLE.......(SEE ELSEWHERE ON WHY?) what ever she tells me is always right and although i try to make the situation better i usually just end up making it worse or annoying the crap out of her i try my best not to and to listen to everything she says but sometime i try to act like im right and shes wrong and although there are times when i want to say why does it seem as if im always getting in trouble and for once in this stupid teenage mind of mine i know she is tottally RIGHT the more she is changing the more im being hurt by it and i will certainly admit that yes i have done some really pretty stupid stuff i think what i have done to her is by far the worst i have ever done to anyone even myself i used to be so close to her but things changeed alot between the two of us and as much as ive been trying to make myself better and not be really stupid and be responsible for my actions and to apologize to her and two more things to add before i end this #1 i just pray to god to help me through this regged and ragged path in life and that everything can become better between me and aubrey and i that i can gain her trust back and learn how to deal and not get mad just cause she tells something I DONT WANT TO HEAR EVEN THOUGH SHES PROBABLY RIGHT AT THAT POINT IN TIME #2 the person in this picture is aubrey my godmother aka the coolest person in the world besides god and that if i dont post again that because im dead because aub was only joking and said if i ever showed these pictures to anyone she was going to kill me(HA HA)