MY LIFE IS A COLORFUL AND EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER BECAUSE I PISS SO MANY PEOPLE OFF ITS LIKE I WAS MEANT TO BE A LONER.... BECAUSE REALLY I HAVE NO BRAIN (WELL U CANT LIVE WITHOUT ONE SO MAYBE MINE IS CHOOSING NOT TO LET ME USE IT) EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD OF MINE EXPECTS ME TO BE THE PERFECT LITTLE CHRISTIAN GIRL WHOSE LIFE INVOLVES NO ONE BUT THE CHURCH AND GOD WELL LET ME SAY THIS "LIFE" OF MINE IS GOING NOT WHAT SOME SUPREME RULER OF ALL HUMAN BEINGS SAYS ITS GOING TO BE AND NOW EVERYONE THAT I USED TO KNOW AND STILL DO HATE ME BECAUSE IM THE I GO TO CHURCH AND NEVER MISS ONE EVENT TYPE OF GIRL THEY WANT ME TO BE AND ITS NO DISRESPECT TO GOD OR ANYTHING BUT IM SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS FUCKING PAIN AND SUFFERING IVE BEEN THROUGH BECAUSE GOD DOESNT HELP ME AT ALL SO WHY SHOULD I GO WORSHIP AND SERVE HIM BECAUSE HE ISNT DOING ANYTHING FOR ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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that is not quite true ashley.You have a roof over your head and food inyour stomach.You have a mom who is trying her best to take care of you and your brother.Try to distinguish what is true and what is imagined.Focus on positive things.Get an education so you can get out of the place you call a hell hole.God has not forsaken you.You have had alot of positive things happen to better your childrens future.If you think like a victim you will stay a victim.Write poetry,read books get involved in church.God has not forsaken you.There are many young girls in worse situations.You know you have survived,You are strong.Put your energy in doing good not in negative things.Do not give out false information to those who have helped.Apoligize to those you have done wrong too.Rejioce for God loves all his children even those who are lost in their thoughts
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