MY LIFE IS A COLORFUL AND EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER BECAUSE I PISS SO MANY PEOPLE OFF ITS LIKE I WAS MEANT TO BE A LONER.... BECAUSE REALLY I HAVE NO BRAIN (WELL U CANT LIVE WITHOUT ONE SO MAYBE MINE IS CHOOSING NOT TO LET ME USE IT) EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD OF MINE EXPECTS ME TO BE THE PERFECT LITTLE CHRISTIAN GIRL WHOSE LIFE INVOLVES NO ONE BUT THE CHURCH AND GOD WELL LET ME SAY THIS "LIFE" OF MINE IS GOING NOT WHAT SOME SUPREME RULER OF ALL HUMAN BEINGS SAYS ITS GOING TO BE AND NOW EVERYONE THAT I USED TO KNOW AND STILL DO HATE ME BECAUSE IM THE I GO TO CHURCH AND NEVER MISS ONE EVENT TYPE OF GIRL THEY WANT ME TO BE AND ITS NO DISRESPECT TO GOD OR ANYTHING BUT IM SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS FUCKING PAIN AND SUFFERING IVE BEEN THROUGH BECAUSE GOD DOESNT HELP ME AT ALL SO WHY SHOULD I GO WORSHIP AND SERVE HIM BECAUSE HE ISNT DOING ANYTHING FOR ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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