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So ive met this guy and he has completely and utterly probably stolen my heart well there is no probably about it he has lol. Weve never met in person but thats okay weve talked over skype and on the phone and well i feel that our hearts have met just not our bodies He is just so perfect its hard to describe him in words but hes amazing hes sweet hes kind and im not afraid to be an open book with him

the best part is he makes me extremely happy
thats all that matters

and the simple fact that

I Love Him. 

you.

im writing this note that no one will see not even you but

i w a n t t o s a y t o y o u t h a t i l o v e y o u a n d t h a t y o u h a v e m y h e a r t <3

p l e a s e d o n t b r e a k i t b e c a u s e i t i s v e r y f r a g i l e

as i sit here and ead through some of the old posts i wrote it hink wtf was i thinking who the hell was i back then and well who am i now like hmm think about it do you ever know who you really are even when your someone hiding because your scared my past pplays a huge role in why im so easily blinded so easily hurt sometimes life fucks u over and you just gotta sit back say im gonna be okay even though your brain is telling you your not sometimes u gotta tell your brain to gtfo and stfu and listen to your heart even if its shattered to pieces

cry baby cry

well today it started out ok i guess but then i got news that someone complained that someone else wrote a poem that i wrote and they accused me of plagerizing wtf id never plagerize nething i cannot believe this i am so shocked grr

my life...

today i realized...my life fucking sucks im depressed my mom is a bitch and people are like forget about you who cares i dont wanna see you your obsessed blah blah after the day i had i just wish you were there to give me a hug but no thats like so not possible when i needed you you werent there

so...

theres this boy his name is davidd and omg he is amzing he asked me out today(well sorta he did it the weirdest way he asked me if i like him and i do and he likes mehand in my mothers truck he sat in the back and was poking me and just grabbed my hand and we made plans to hang out today after school and he was holding my hand and we were cuddling and he was stroking my face and in like a moment he kissed me i think he is just the most amazing person in my life he likes me for who i am and he is a christian too and he is my age 17 well a yr older

today i realized....i dont have a life people love me even if i am ridiculous at times at the most important thing is i have a talent to sing and act(if you know me youd understand)...